1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:57,674 --> 00:01:01,053 "The body is not a thing, without a situation." 4 00:01:01,261 --> 00:01:04,306 Simone de Beauvoir, "The Other Sex". 5 00:01:06,558 --> 00:01:10,020 "Hell is a teenage girl." 6 00:01:10,229 --> 00:01:13,190 Diablo Cody, "Jennifer's Body". 7 00:01:16,944 --> 00:01:21,741 - Fuck me. - Do you want it? 8 00:01:23,075 --> 00:01:27,662 - I love you, Lindy. - I love you too. 9 00:01:56,191 --> 00:02:01,781 Would you be my candy boy? I promise to be yours 10 00:02:34,855 --> 00:02:40,945 - What are you looking at? - An orgasmic birth. 11 00:02:41,111 --> 00:02:45,240 - Isn't it amazing? - No thanks. 12 00:02:45,407 --> 00:02:49,494 - Why are you looking at that? - My client is a doula. 13 00:02:49,661 --> 00:02:55,125 Imagine if someone said this to me when you were born. Your head was completely… 14 00:02:55,334 --> 00:02:59,338 - Mom, stop! - Births are completely natural. 15 00:02:59,504 --> 00:03:05,010 Speaking of which, the meat contains 98 grams of natural protein. 16 00:03:05,177 --> 00:03:09,181 That's great when teenage girls should develop physically. 17 00:03:09,389 --> 00:03:13,727 I didn't know you liked boyish student boys. 18 00:03:13,894 --> 00:03:19,149 - I hardly know how to do it. - I was joking. 19 00:03:19,358 --> 00:03:22,486 - May I see your profile? - No. 20 00:03:22,652 --> 00:03:25,364 Please, mom! 21 00:03:26,573 --> 00:03:30,369 It's like a human video game. Very inhumane. 22 00:03:30,535 --> 00:03:34,999 Mom, what kind of picture is this? 23 00:03:35,165 --> 00:03:40,921 You are still very handsome. Why do you choose this image? 24 00:03:41,088 --> 00:03:46,426 Sorry, but it didn't show if you were looking for a job or a date? 25 00:03:46,593 --> 00:03:48,845 Thanks. 26 00:03:56,603 --> 00:04:00,065 - May I ask one thing? - Sure. 27 00:04:02,651 --> 00:04:08,782 - I just want to know if you got your period? - No. 28 00:04:08,949 --> 00:04:14,538 I picked up that expensive conditioner which you usually borrow. 29 00:04:14,704 --> 00:04:20,252 - Then I saw a bandage with blood on it. - It wasn't a period. 30 00:04:20,460 --> 00:04:24,965 I shaved and cut myself. There were no patches. 31 00:04:26,841 --> 00:04:31,346 I have thought about if you want to see a gynecologist. 32 00:04:31,513 --> 00:04:36,560 You said you didn't get your period until you were 17. 33 00:04:36,726 --> 00:04:42,066 - You might have missed it, if it was a little. - I have to go to training now. 34 00:04:42,232 --> 00:04:45,110 I can drive you. Wait. 35 00:04:45,277 --> 00:04:50,282 Focus on the therapy instead of driving my friends. 36 00:04:50,490 --> 00:04:57,081 I'm sorry the chest is the way it is. Starting school wasn't free either. 37 00:04:59,833 --> 00:05:04,546 Sorry for being such a jerk. i love you 38 00:05:04,713 --> 00:05:09,593 I will buy new breasts for you and new house so we don't have to live in grandma's. 39 00:05:09,759 --> 00:05:15,432 I'm going to get new pillows so that it becomes a little more in our style. 40 00:05:15,599 --> 00:05:19,894 I don't want big breasts, only two. 41 00:05:20,062 --> 00:05:23,732 - Can I have size E? - You're too short. 42 00:05:26,318 --> 00:05:32,407 The start of the season is no spa, girls. Lift heavy and run fast. 43 00:05:37,037 --> 00:05:41,333 - Awesome, Viv! - I have to be taken out. 44 00:05:41,541 --> 00:05:44,461 You will be. 45 00:05:44,628 --> 00:05:49,674 But I don't want us to be separated. They can take both of us. 46 00:05:49,841 --> 00:05:53,803 Mom would be overjoyed if I got a scholarship. 47 00:05:53,928 --> 00:05:57,807 - Mine thinks my thighs are too thick. - They are great. 48 00:05:57,932 --> 00:06:01,145 Enough talking. Here we go again, girls. 49 00:06:07,776 --> 00:06:12,114 Hey, Sheena! How have you been since we last saw each other? 50 00:06:12,281 --> 00:06:15,909 I don't think this works. 51 00:06:16,035 --> 00:06:18,953 Can you elaborate on how it feels? 52 00:06:19,121 --> 00:06:26,878 I'm sorry that your mother called you a slut, and that she died. 53 00:06:27,003 --> 00:06:28,588 Thanks. 54 00:06:28,755 --> 00:06:33,009 But I would tell you about that my mother called me cheap. 55 00:06:33,177 --> 00:06:36,638 I understand what you mean. 56 00:06:36,805 --> 00:06:40,684 - How about we do a role play? - No. 57 00:06:40,850 --> 00:06:42,852 Sheena has left the call. 58 00:06:42,977 --> 00:06:44,479 You disappeared. 59 00:06:47,941 --> 00:06:52,237 This is so good. According to my mother, I am lactose intolerant. 60 00:06:52,404 --> 00:06:57,492 - It's worth taking a chance. - I'm going to shit myself tonight. 61 00:06:59,953 --> 00:07:04,374 You are very handsome. That's your color. 62 00:07:04,583 --> 00:07:09,504 - Sorry, I'll just take that one. - Jax? 63 00:07:11,548 --> 00:07:14,884 Vivian McAlister. We had chemistry together last year. 64 00:07:15,009 --> 00:07:18,430 - For Mr. Powers, yes. - He sucks. 65 00:07:18,638 --> 00:07:23,935 - He is my uncle. - I think he's great. 66 00:07:24,060 --> 00:07:28,565 - In a chemically complex compound. - Like what then? 67 00:07:30,150 --> 00:07:34,279 - Yeah. Nice to meet you. - Lindy. 68 00:07:35,280 --> 00:07:39,784 - That color was nice on you. - Thank you. 69 00:07:41,286 --> 00:07:44,456 I will pay for these now. 70 00:07:45,457 --> 00:07:51,087 - Sorry about that about your uncle. - No danger. He actually sucks. 71 00:07:51,255 --> 00:07:54,090 Nice to meet you, Lindy. 72 00:07:54,258 --> 00:07:58,387 - Why are you staring? - I don't. 73 00:07:58,595 --> 00:08:02,849 - It was cool that they were non-binary. - How do you know that? 74 00:08:03,016 --> 00:08:09,898 I saw it on the jersey text. “Too cute too to be binary". But they were super cool. 75 00:08:11,150 --> 00:08:15,945 - But her uncle sucks. - Them? 76 00:08:16,070 --> 00:08:18,365 Them, Them, Them, Them! 77 00:08:18,573 --> 00:08:21,618 Don't scold me now. 78 00:08:21,785 --> 00:08:27,957 They have 40,000 followers on Instagram. I would barely get 500 for mine. 79 00:08:28,082 --> 00:08:31,670 Or possibly 600? 80 00:08:31,836 --> 00:08:34,631 - Max? - Max. 81 00:08:34,798 --> 00:08:38,092 You are already so delicious. You don't need to max. 82 00:08:38,260 --> 00:08:41,220 Skip school, buy an apartment in town 83 00:08:41,388 --> 00:08:46,725 - and build a lifestyle empire by being unconsciously delicious. 84 00:08:46,893 --> 00:08:51,480 - Unknowingly leaking? - I love you. 85 00:08:55,152 --> 00:08:59,948 You get two packs of mix condoms for one. Do you want another one? 86 00:09:00,073 --> 00:09:05,204 - Can't you get tampons instead? - They are only sold separately. 87 00:09:05,370 --> 00:09:07,956 We will return. 88 00:09:10,041 --> 00:09:15,339 I don't even want them. Why does the package look like a tea can? 89 00:09:15,505 --> 00:09:19,718 No clue. But I have seen how you and Adam eye fuck. 90 00:09:19,884 --> 00:09:23,305 - I haven't received my... - What then? 91 00:09:23,472 --> 00:09:26,182 Never mind the same. 92 00:09:26,350 --> 00:09:32,105 He's been looking at you since you moved here. You have built something. 93 00:09:32,272 --> 00:09:38,862 - He has become very cute. - I think he is extremely delicious. 94 00:09:39,028 --> 00:09:43,032 - Have you seen his cheekbones? - Gorgeous. 95 00:09:43,157 --> 00:09:48,121 - Really. - He is a godsend. 96 00:09:48,247 --> 00:09:54,253 - Is it okay with you if we meet? - Yes. He grabbed me on the chest in the seventh grade. 97 00:09:54,419 --> 00:09:57,714 What happens when the hymen ruptures? 98 00:09:57,881 --> 00:10:03,970 It must have burst with a tampon or when you have cycled. 99 00:10:05,889 --> 00:10:11,144 It's not a big deal. Like sticking the limb in. 100 00:10:16,358 --> 00:10:19,819 Shall we be cheerleaders today? 101 00:10:32,791 --> 00:10:36,085 His cock is probably huge. 102 00:10:36,210 --> 00:10:40,924 - Look at him. - He's cruel. 103 00:10:41,090 --> 00:10:44,844 - Don't you think so? - No. 104 00:10:45,011 --> 00:10:51,935 - But it felt big. - God! Huh? You little bitch. 105 00:10:54,103 --> 00:10:59,651 - Do you think his ex Karina was pretty? - A bit sloppy, but guys like that. 106 00:10:59,859 --> 00:11:04,739 - Do you think they slept with each other? - Sure. She sure likes anal sex. 107 00:11:04,906 --> 00:11:08,201 - Wait a minute. - No! 108 00:11:08,368 --> 00:11:13,540 - I have to go now. See you! - Didn't we hate Doug? 109 00:11:13,748 --> 00:11:18,545 "Hate" is too strong a word. "Tolerates" is more appropriate. 110 00:11:18,753 --> 00:11:23,758 - Have so much fun. Text me later. - I love you. 111 00:11:23,925 --> 00:11:27,679 Nice lyre! 112 00:11:27,887 --> 00:11:33,059 - Do you style? - Just for you. - Stick! Here. 113 00:11:33,226 --> 00:11:36,855 Can't we join? 114 00:11:37,021 --> 00:11:40,108 - Nice bike. - Thank you. I love it. 115 00:11:55,624 --> 00:11:58,209 How beautiful. 116 00:12:00,587 --> 00:12:04,173 - What did you think? - Great. 117 00:12:04,298 --> 00:12:10,430 The cemetery was very well done. But "Carrie" is still my favorite. 118 00:12:33,286 --> 00:12:37,999 Adam! can you help me to move the filing cabinet? 119 00:12:39,250 --> 00:12:41,545 I'm coming! 120 00:12:43,630 --> 00:12:46,758 - Sorry. - It's okay. 121 00:12:49,969 --> 00:12:56,601 I will have the house to myself, if you want to sleep over here. 122 00:12:56,768 --> 00:13:00,647 And really sleep over? 123 00:13:00,855 --> 00:13:04,067 Or "sleep over". 124 00:13:04,233 --> 00:13:08,071 Kind of "sleep over". 125 00:13:09,280 --> 00:13:11,866 Sure. 126 00:13:12,033 --> 00:13:18,164 - Are we talking about the same thing? - I think so. 127 00:13:18,331 --> 00:13:23,086 - You've had sex before, right? - Yes, then. 128 00:13:23,252 --> 00:13:28,717 - Several times. Lots of times. - It was like hell! 129 00:13:28,925 --> 00:13:31,260 I mean that… 130 00:13:31,385 --> 00:13:36,725 - Adam! - I mean a normal lot of times. 131 00:13:38,560 --> 00:13:42,564 You are cute. Come here. 132 00:13:47,569 --> 00:13:52,156 - You have heart emoji eyes. - I know. I think I'm dying! 133 00:13:52,323 --> 00:13:55,702 I like him like hell. 134 00:13:55,910 --> 00:13:59,581 - Fuck me! - Tell him that. 135 00:13:59,748 --> 00:14:03,251 I can babysit when you have a hundred children. 136 00:14:03,376 --> 00:14:07,046 - You won't get that. - I will not sleep with your husband. 137 00:14:07,213 --> 00:14:11,843 Do you know who I want to sleep with? Coach Mike. 138 00:14:12,051 --> 00:14:16,180 - He has a tribal tattoo! - Type year 2000. 139 00:14:16,347 --> 00:14:20,393 - He has a cheeky 90s style. - I have to stop now. 140 00:14:20,560 --> 00:14:24,689 - I'll babysit the neighbor's kid. - You must practice for the future. 141 00:14:24,856 --> 00:14:29,443 i love you I'll only have two. Maximum three. 142 00:14:29,611 --> 00:14:34,073 If you're on "Teen Mom," I have to also have children, but I don't have time. 143 00:14:34,240 --> 00:14:37,076 Bye then! 144 00:15:21,454 --> 00:15:24,082 Very nice. 145 00:15:35,635 --> 00:15:39,472 Don't tell mom that you only got to sleep for eight minutes. 146 00:15:43,017 --> 00:15:45,269 My God. 147 00:15:57,365 --> 00:16:03,705 He sent me a dickpic! What should I answer? With a thumbs up? 148 00:16:03,872 --> 00:16:09,502 Send a picture of your ass. Do you have any birth control? 149 00:16:09,628 --> 00:16:14,257 - No. - We can arrange that. Bye then! 150 00:16:24,308 --> 00:16:27,729 Don't look. 151 00:16:27,896 --> 00:16:29,981 Sorry. 152 00:17:00,636 --> 00:17:04,307 Are you sexually active now? 153 00:17:04,473 --> 00:17:07,936 I do sexual things, but not… 154 00:17:10,855 --> 00:17:12,857 ...yet. 155 00:17:13,024 --> 00:17:19,030 If what you do includes oral sex, in other words, sucks off- 156 00:17:19,238 --> 00:17:24,368 - licking, having anal sex, jerking off your partner or being jerked off- 157 00:17:24,535 --> 00:17:30,124 - fingering or being fingered, then you are sexually active. 158 00:17:30,291 --> 00:17:33,585 - Just so you know. - Nice. 159 00:17:33,753 --> 00:17:38,758 - When was your last period? - I haven't received it yet. 160 00:17:41,010 --> 00:17:44,347 Can you spread your legs a little, Lindy? 161 00:17:45,598 --> 00:17:49,978 And slow down a bit, if you can. 162 00:17:50,186 --> 00:17:52,856 A little more, please. 163 00:17:53,022 --> 00:17:59,528 Excellent. Now it's getting a little uncomfortable for about 30 seconds. 164 00:17:59,653 --> 00:18:03,032 - Ouch! - Oh... Sorry. 165 00:18:03,241 --> 00:18:06,786 We try again. 166 00:18:06,953 --> 00:18:10,289 - Ouch! - I apologize. 167 00:18:10,456 --> 00:18:14,252 You can sit up. 168 00:18:16,462 --> 00:18:20,383 What is it? Is there something wrong? 169 00:18:23,677 --> 00:18:27,723 I have difficulty entering the vagina. 170 00:18:27,891 --> 00:18:33,021 It may be due to hymen imperforatus. Do you know what it is? 171 00:18:33,229 --> 00:18:37,859 You can do a small procedure that can... 172 00:18:40,653 --> 00:18:44,240 You should probably see a specialist. 173 00:19:06,095 --> 00:19:07,972 Mother! 174 00:19:16,272 --> 00:19:19,608 I don't think you need to worry. 175 00:19:19,733 --> 00:19:22,946 We're not talking now. 176 00:19:24,447 --> 00:19:30,078 Why do you want contraception, but don't know why the period is missing? 177 00:19:30,286 --> 00:19:33,289 - Now you spoke again. - Sorry. 178 00:19:35,291 --> 00:19:38,669 Of course I'm glad you're careful. 179 00:19:40,671 --> 00:19:46,427 But you have to sleep with the first best at your new school? Sorry. 180 00:19:46,594 --> 00:19:50,514 - Sure you don't want to bring mom? - Yes. 181 00:19:50,681 --> 00:19:52,725 No problem. 182 00:19:52,851 --> 00:19:59,690 Does it work well if some colleagues are there? and watching for educational purposes? 183 00:20:01,150 --> 00:20:04,695 - Sure. - Good. I'll be right back. 184 00:20:18,584 --> 00:20:20,753 I regret... 185 00:20:20,879 --> 00:20:24,548 Spread on the legs. A little more. So there, yes! 186 00:20:30,138 --> 00:20:33,224 Most of the sheath appears to be gone. 187 00:20:36,852 --> 00:20:43,234 Now I enter the rectum with two fingers and feel for the ovaries. 188 00:20:43,442 --> 00:20:45,403 Okay. 189 00:21:03,379 --> 00:21:08,259 You will hear loud thuds. Want to listen to some music? 190 00:21:08,467 --> 00:21:10,511 - Okay. - Good. 191 00:21:10,678 --> 00:21:15,016 Press the alarm button if you want to call us. 192 00:21:59,852 --> 00:22:01,687 CHIEF GYNECOLOGIST 193 00:22:07,235 --> 00:22:11,864 It looks like that Lindy has MRKH syndrome. 194 00:22:12,865 --> 00:22:15,659 What do you mean by "looks like"? 195 00:22:15,826 --> 00:22:21,332 It stands for Mayer-Rokitansky- Küster-Hauser syndrome- 196 00:22:21,540 --> 00:22:25,961 after the four doctors who discovered it. 197 00:22:32,718 --> 00:22:39,600 All this is gone, except her fallopian tubes. 198 00:22:39,767 --> 00:22:46,315 It is a congenital abnormality. Lindy lacks cervix and vagina. 199 00:22:46,524 --> 00:22:50,278 At least most of it. It is approximately 2.5 centimeters deep. 200 00:22:50,486 --> 00:22:55,616 - We call it blind vagina. - A "blind" what then?! 201 00:22:55,783 --> 00:22:58,536 It's like a dead end. 202 00:22:58,702 --> 00:23:02,581 The medical name is vaginal agenesis. 203 00:23:03,791 --> 00:23:09,672 This means that it is impossible to have intercourse without a surgical procedure. 204 00:23:09,838 --> 00:23:15,928 As her endometrium is missing she doesn't get her period either. 205 00:23:16,054 --> 00:23:21,350 However, she ovulates once a month, like all normal women. 206 00:23:21,559 --> 00:23:24,895 Is this because of me? 207 00:23:25,020 --> 00:23:28,774 I drank wine before I got pregnant. 208 00:23:28,941 --> 00:23:35,698 I smoked a few cigarettes. So oh my god... 209 00:23:40,619 --> 00:23:43,872 Then she can't have children, then? 210 00:23:43,997 --> 00:23:47,751 No, she cannot carry a child. 211 00:23:49,503 --> 00:23:52,173 I was at a conference recently. 212 00:23:52,340 --> 00:23:57,636 The uterus had been transplanted from the grandmother into the granddaughter- 213 00:23:57,803 --> 00:24:03,309 - and suddenly it worked. You never know how it will end... 214 00:24:03,517 --> 00:24:08,063 ...if you want to have children. God's ways are unfathomable. 215 00:24:08,231 --> 00:24:11,567 You get to practice in front of all your kids. 216 00:24:11,734 --> 00:24:15,613 There is nothing more natural than giving birth. 217 00:24:15,779 --> 00:24:20,868 I think we can make you feel you as a completely normal young woman. 218 00:24:20,993 --> 00:24:23,871 With a little help. 219 00:24:23,996 --> 00:24:25,998 Crap. 220 00:24:30,669 --> 00:24:35,841 - You can talk to a therapist. - I am a therapist myself. 221 00:24:37,885 --> 00:24:40,346 Interesting. 222 00:24:41,764 --> 00:24:44,558 You shouldn't be afraid of these. 223 00:24:44,725 --> 00:24:49,438 They are available in different colors. This one is in neon green. 224 00:24:49,647 --> 00:24:52,983 You work your way up to this one. 225 00:24:53,108 --> 00:24:57,905 My ex-husband wasn't even… So there you have the dream. 226 00:24:58,030 --> 00:25:02,368 The vagina is actually just an amazing muscle. 227 00:25:02,576 --> 00:25:06,038 You just have to stretch it out. 228 00:25:06,164 --> 00:25:10,083 I would start with the little guy here. 229 00:25:10,251 --> 00:25:15,130 Press it in twice a day between 15 and 30 minutes- 230 00:25:15,298 --> 00:25:18,592 while you are studying, for example. 231 00:25:18,759 --> 00:25:24,390 How long do I have to do this? before i can have sex? 232 00:25:24,598 --> 00:25:30,229 It depends. Usually between three and 18 months. 233 00:25:30,396 --> 00:25:33,524 Sorry? Three to 18 months? 234 00:25:33,732 --> 00:25:39,029 Yes. But the good news is that once you have created your vagina- 235 00:25:39,154 --> 00:25:44,827 - you only need to maintain it once a week through sex and dilation. 236 00:25:44,993 --> 00:25:48,497 Then it's done and done. Yes. 237 00:25:51,083 --> 00:25:54,295 You do sports right? 238 00:25:54,462 --> 00:25:58,466 Think of this as training. 239 00:25:58,674 --> 00:26:01,927 A training camp for the vagina. 240 00:26:03,971 --> 00:26:05,973 Excuse. 241 00:26:07,683 --> 00:26:11,437 Is there nothing that makes it easier for you? 242 00:26:11,645 --> 00:26:19,027 Being 16 is hell, isn't it? Awesome, simply. 243 00:26:46,722 --> 00:26:49,517 Good job, girls. 244 00:26:51,059 --> 00:26:55,689 Lindy! You ran well. Can we talk a little? 245 00:26:57,983 --> 00:27:00,778 Don't forget to stretch the hamstrings. 246 00:27:00,944 --> 00:27:05,908 I want you to run 100 meters in the college tournament. 247 00:27:06,074 --> 00:27:11,121 But you have to train hard mornings and weekends. The whole kit. 248 00:27:11,246 --> 00:27:16,752 - Vivi, then? She is talented and motivated. - You sprint better. 249 00:27:16,919 --> 00:27:19,755 She is more experienced than me. 250 00:27:19,922 --> 00:27:26,136 I know you are new. But some have something innate, and you do. 251 00:27:26,261 --> 00:27:30,849 We can win the semi-finals and there are the talent scouts. 252 00:27:31,016 --> 00:27:34,770 - What are you saying? - Okay then. 253 00:27:34,937 --> 00:27:40,318 That's how it should sound. Welcome to the team. We'll talk more later. 254 00:27:40,484 --> 00:27:44,322 - Was that what I thought? - I asked... 255 00:27:44,488 --> 00:27:50,118 There is no danger. Cool for you. But don't steal my husband. 256 00:27:51,537 --> 00:27:54,457 Have you worked out at the gym? 257 00:27:54,623 --> 00:27:58,877 He is so scared after Metoo that he doesn't want to look at me. 258 00:27:59,044 --> 00:28:02,130 You are sexually harassing him. 259 00:28:02,255 --> 00:28:08,471 - Does it cut into your ass when you have your period? - Yes, I hate it. 260 00:28:09,555 --> 00:28:15,978 - Do you have a tampon? - No. I forgot them in the cupboard. 261 00:28:24,695 --> 00:28:27,280 Hug mom "The Vagina Monologues" 262 00:28:39,042 --> 00:28:41,712 Vagina, vagina... 263 00:28:41,920 --> 00:28:46,299 Universe, women, vagina... 264 00:28:46,467 --> 00:28:48,552 Vagina... 265 00:28:53,807 --> 00:28:58,311 I have no idea what to write about. 266 00:28:58,479 --> 00:29:04,402 Maybe how "The Handmaid's Tale" reflects the politics of the United States. 267 00:29:05,986 --> 00:29:09,114 You are smart. I like that. 268 00:29:10,741 --> 00:29:14,912 i like that you know a lot about movies and bitcoin. 269 00:29:15,078 --> 00:29:18,290 It means I'm stupid in the head. 270 00:29:18,457 --> 00:29:22,586 That's okay with me that you are smarter. 271 00:29:22,753 --> 00:29:25,714 It is attractive. 272 00:29:40,270 --> 00:29:44,650 - Are you hungry? I am. - I like to eat. 273 00:29:44,858 --> 00:29:48,361 But you can go. I have to exercise. 274 00:29:49,780 --> 00:29:55,327 - We can train together. - Then I can't concentrate. 275 00:29:55,494 --> 00:30:00,999 - I promise to behave. - You should probably go. Can't you just go? 276 00:30:11,259 --> 00:30:16,181 - Forgive me. I'm acting shady. - There is no danger. 277 00:30:21,687 --> 00:30:25,691 - Hello to you! - We're leaving. 278 00:30:25,899 --> 00:30:28,486 I want to visit your mother. 279 00:30:28,652 --> 00:30:32,531 Look what people throw on the street! 280 00:30:32,698 --> 00:30:36,619 - I can help. - Thank you. 281 00:30:39,371 --> 00:30:44,918 I want the home to be shaped by us and not my mother. She died last year. 282 00:30:45,085 --> 00:30:48,421 - I'm sorry. - Thank you. 283 00:30:48,589 --> 00:30:53,010 She was crazy, but it is not inherited like breast cancer. 284 00:30:53,176 --> 00:30:58,056 - We have to do our homework. - Yes. She's really smart. 285 00:30:58,223 --> 00:31:02,394 - But you already know that, right? - Yes. 286 00:31:03,395 --> 00:31:07,482 Nice to meet you, Mrs. McPhee. My name is Adam. 287 00:31:07,650 --> 00:31:13,822 Thanks the same, Adam. Say Draw. There is no mister here. 288 00:31:14,031 --> 00:31:17,284 - Cool. Feminist. - Yes. 289 00:31:21,246 --> 00:31:26,418 It was nice to meet. Make sure to study now. 290 00:31:29,421 --> 00:31:33,425 - That felt strange. - She is likable. 291 00:31:36,094 --> 00:31:40,140 I have to take care the aunt with the table now. 292 00:31:40,307 --> 00:31:45,020 - I'm going to study that book. Bye then! - Hello then. 293 00:31:53,904 --> 00:31:57,490 "Famous people with MRKH." 294 00:32:00,452 --> 00:32:04,873 "Jaclyn Schultz, participated in 'Survivor,' Miss Michigan." 295 00:32:05,082 --> 00:32:08,376 "Born without a womb." 296 00:32:12,130 --> 00:32:18,053 "Hitler's wife Eva Braun never had sex with Hitler due to gynecological causes." 297 00:32:20,222 --> 00:32:23,558 Fuck my life. 298 00:32:28,355 --> 00:32:30,357 Peter! I'm on my way. 299 00:32:30,482 --> 00:32:35,654 Hello! This is Peter's girlfriend. Yes, he is a real pig. 300 00:32:35,821 --> 00:32:39,449 Oh! Crikey. Wow! 301 00:32:41,910 --> 00:32:45,789 Good luck. I regret. Bye then. 302 00:32:51,503 --> 00:32:54,172 Fuck my life. 303 00:33:11,523 --> 00:33:16,153 Dilating can feel overwhelming and full of anxiety. 304 00:33:16,319 --> 00:33:21,199 But with good advice it will be a normal part of everyday life. 305 00:33:21,366 --> 00:33:26,664 Choose a dilator that suits you, and a water-based lubricant. 306 00:33:26,830 --> 00:33:31,960 Lie down comfortably with legs apart in butterfly position. 307 00:33:32,169 --> 00:33:38,216 Place the dilator in the vaginal opening and point it slightly upwards. 308 00:33:50,228 --> 00:33:55,233 Choose a dilator that suits you, and a water-based lubricant. 309 00:33:55,400 --> 00:34:02,615 Start with a smaller and then gradually move on to the larger ones. 310 00:34:02,783 --> 00:34:08,956 Lie down comfortably with legs apart in butterfly position. 311 00:34:09,164 --> 00:34:15,754 Place the dilator in the vaginal opening and point it slightly upwards. 312 00:34:15,921 --> 00:34:21,719 To reach deeper you are recommended to do it daily. 313 00:35:14,229 --> 00:35:17,565 Honey, can you help me with something? 314 00:35:22,029 --> 00:35:25,532 Set it up. 315 00:35:28,660 --> 00:35:32,330 Yesterday I thought about when I was pregnant. 316 00:35:32,497 --> 00:35:37,710 The doctor said he believed that you could have been harmonious. 317 00:35:37,878 --> 00:35:42,841 You're not, but I thought that it could have some connection. 318 00:35:43,008 --> 00:35:49,014 Probably not. I read something about that it was due to male genes. 319 00:35:51,516 --> 00:35:55,854 Interesting. It also sounds logical. 320 00:35:57,522 --> 00:36:00,525 - How is Adam? - Good. 321 00:36:00,692 --> 00:36:05,530 - He seems delightful. - Yes, he is very cute. 322 00:36:06,781 --> 00:36:11,786 I see how your eyes sparkle and know that you see each other often. 323 00:36:11,954 --> 00:36:20,462 And... It must feel awful to tell him about this and… 324 00:36:20,628 --> 00:36:25,467 - What then? - And... I don't know. 325 00:36:25,633 --> 00:36:30,097 If it affects what he thinks of you would be wrong. 326 00:36:30,305 --> 00:36:33,600 Mom, you don't know him. 327 00:36:33,725 --> 00:36:36,769 Men have strong biological drives- 328 00:36:36,937 --> 00:36:42,025 - and not an equally nuanced relationship to life as women. 329 00:36:42,192 --> 00:36:45,570 Why are we talking like that? 330 00:36:45,737 --> 00:36:51,659 It's hard enough as it is to be a perfect woman. 331 00:36:51,784 --> 00:36:56,539 And even harder to be a woman with some kind of problem. 332 00:36:56,706 --> 00:37:01,378 This is no problem, but it makes you different. 333 00:37:02,712 --> 00:37:08,301 But I love all of you as you are, no matter what happens. 334 00:37:08,468 --> 00:37:13,348 - Thank you for those words. - Sorry! We need to talk about this. 335 00:37:13,515 --> 00:37:16,351 You have to, even if it's not with me. 336 00:37:16,518 --> 00:37:19,146 I will, dammit! 337 00:37:45,380 --> 00:37:51,011 People think I'm attention seeking if i take testosterone. 338 00:37:51,178 --> 00:37:57,892 Fully buttoned up. Why would I do that? I might get a mustache. 339 00:37:58,060 --> 00:38:02,105 I treat you to that. That would be wonderful. 340 00:38:02,272 --> 00:38:06,568 - Okay. Who's next? - I can have the floor. 341 00:38:06,734 --> 00:38:10,572 Go ahead. Then see! 342 00:38:10,738 --> 00:38:13,866 Hello to you! My name is Jax. 343 00:38:15,243 --> 00:38:20,373 I'm a pretty good artist. I can make a perfect cat eye. 344 00:38:20,540 --> 00:38:23,835 I'm terrible at all sports. 345 00:38:24,002 --> 00:38:27,172 And I'm intersex. 346 00:38:28,423 --> 00:38:34,804 Discovering that was crazy. It was tough as hell, honestly. 347 00:38:34,929 --> 00:38:42,270 But to find my gang here and online made me feel much better. 348 00:38:42,479 --> 00:38:48,401 I don't know myself anymore as an object of medical science. 349 00:38:48,568 --> 00:38:53,031 Being intersex has rather given me superpowers. 350 00:38:53,198 --> 00:39:00,038 To own one's identity, no matter how identifies itself, is up to you. 351 00:39:00,205 --> 00:39:04,001 No one should make you ashamed of it. 352 00:39:04,167 --> 00:39:10,340 I also experience crazy dates. Believe nothing else. 353 00:39:11,966 --> 00:39:14,886 Okay. Then so... 354 00:39:15,053 --> 00:39:18,473 Lindy, would you like to introduce yourself? 355 00:39:21,643 --> 00:39:25,480 - Sure. - Hello, everyone. 356 00:39:26,606 --> 00:39:29,234 My name is Lindy. 357 00:39:29,442 --> 00:39:35,448 I have something called MRKH. I don't know how to explain... 358 00:39:35,615 --> 00:39:38,868 I agree that people know before... 359 00:39:43,623 --> 00:39:46,584 Hell too. I have to go. 360 00:39:46,751 --> 00:39:53,591 I forgot something at home. I have to get it. Forgive me. 361 00:39:53,758 --> 00:39:56,178 Thank you. 362 00:39:56,344 --> 00:40:02,016 Good luck with your mustache, if you want one. Thank you for your time. 363 00:41:05,079 --> 00:41:07,665 Darling? 364 00:41:16,174 --> 00:41:18,426 Darling? 365 00:41:24,849 --> 00:41:29,103 - What are you doing? Disappear! - I knocked. 366 00:41:32,815 --> 00:41:35,026 Hell too. 367 00:41:43,368 --> 00:41:46,788 What the hell...?! You ran in my tracks. 368 00:41:46,954 --> 00:41:51,709 You were on my side all the way! The newcomer has pms. 369 00:41:51,876 --> 00:41:54,504 - How did you say? - That you have pms, subba. 370 00:41:54,712 --> 00:41:58,090 Shut up. Don't do that! 371 00:41:58,258 --> 00:42:01,636 Listen, calm down! 372 00:42:02,595 --> 00:42:07,975 - Where are you going? - I'm not going to stay here. I'm quitting. 373 00:42:15,900 --> 00:42:19,904 are you ok You seem so absent. 374 00:42:20,071 --> 00:42:23,283 I'm fine, but tired. 375 00:42:24,242 --> 00:42:27,204 I can wake you up. 376 00:42:28,830 --> 00:42:33,668 - Do you want? - I didn't think you smoked weed. 377 00:42:33,835 --> 00:42:38,340 - I'm doing it now. - Then so. 378 00:42:52,437 --> 00:42:56,399 Want to try something? Come here. 379 00:42:58,943 --> 00:43:01,279 Round lips. 380 00:43:03,823 --> 00:43:06,784 You are so damn delicious. 381 00:43:11,331 --> 00:43:14,792 I don't know if I can wait any longer. 382 00:43:14,959 --> 00:43:18,755 - Do you want to do it? - Now? 383 00:43:18,921 --> 00:43:20,840 Yes. 384 00:43:21,007 --> 00:43:23,134 Soon. 385 00:43:24,135 --> 00:43:27,555 You are a real tease. 386 00:43:30,933 --> 00:43:33,144 Can't you stop? 387 00:43:34,061 --> 00:43:39,066 - Is everything okay? - Yes. I just have my period. 388 00:43:41,235 --> 00:43:44,406 You could have said that. 389 00:43:44,572 --> 00:43:51,245 I... I told mom that you were my girlfriend. 390 00:43:51,413 --> 00:43:55,375 - Did you? - Is that you? 391 00:43:59,879 --> 00:44:02,173 Yes. 392 00:44:55,935 --> 00:44:58,980 - What are you doing? - Nothing. 393 00:44:59,146 --> 00:45:01,858 Okay then. 394 00:45:02,024 --> 00:45:05,362 - Do you have red eyes? - It's an allergy. 395 00:45:05,528 --> 00:45:09,031 - Are you tall? - No. 396 00:45:14,036 --> 00:45:15,997 A little. 397 00:45:16,163 --> 00:45:20,418 It is actually the entrance gate to heavier drugs. 398 00:45:20,585 --> 00:45:23,713 Sorry. I go to bed. 399 00:45:25,965 --> 00:45:30,094 - Good night. i love you - The same. 400 00:45:57,038 --> 00:45:59,416 Thanks. 401 00:46:01,125 --> 00:46:05,630 - You're great. - Theme parties suck. Why is he like that? 402 00:46:05,838 --> 00:46:08,966 I think it's cute. 403 00:46:09,133 --> 00:46:12,094 Do you have a mobile charger I can borrow? 404 00:46:15,139 --> 00:46:20,061 What is this? Are these tail plugs? 405 00:46:20,227 --> 00:46:24,649 - So you prefer the kitchen route? - Can you hang up? 406 00:46:24,857 --> 00:46:28,319 Sure. Sorry. 407 00:46:28,486 --> 00:46:32,907 - Maybe we could talk about... - I don't want to talk about tracks. 408 00:46:33,074 --> 00:46:38,621 - How did you know there were tracks? - I don't want to. I don't have time. 409 00:46:40,164 --> 00:46:43,668 Is everything okay with you? It doesn't seem so. 410 00:46:49,591 --> 00:46:54,261 Yes. But there is something strange about my body. 411 00:46:55,179 --> 00:46:58,307 My God! Are you feeling well? 412 00:46:58,432 --> 00:47:01,894 I don't get my period. 413 00:47:03,521 --> 00:47:07,149 Oh! Never ever? 414 00:47:09,110 --> 00:47:12,822 Then you're in luck. It sucks. 415 00:47:13,990 --> 00:47:20,580 - That sounds good. - Can we talk about it later? 416 00:47:20,747 --> 00:47:23,791 - Why can't you...? - Please! 417 00:47:26,168 --> 00:47:29,589 What did you want to talk to me about? 418 00:47:29,756 --> 00:47:34,260 We don't need to talk. It was nothing. 419 00:47:35,595 --> 00:47:39,015 What would you have the blood for? 420 00:47:45,730 --> 00:47:48,440 Oh, my God! 421 00:47:50,527 --> 00:47:52,737 Does it look good? 422 00:47:54,488 --> 00:47:59,493 - I'm going to kill you. - You really look dead. 423 00:47:59,661 --> 00:48:02,121 It's like... 424 00:48:04,081 --> 00:48:07,334 Damn! What a girl! 425 00:48:12,423 --> 00:48:19,305 - You look absolutely fantastic. - The cat is not in the bathroom anymore. 426 00:48:19,430 --> 00:48:23,893 - I'm checking the cat. You look dangerous. - You're handsome, you too, Viv. 427 00:48:24,101 --> 00:48:27,855 - Thank you. - The bitch is gone. Now we go. 428 00:48:32,985 --> 00:48:37,740 - We're going out. - No, it's good here. 429 00:48:37,907 --> 00:48:42,161 - I apologize for that. - Me too. 430 00:48:42,328 --> 00:48:47,917 You should continue. You are great. You two are so cool. 431 00:48:48,125 --> 00:48:50,795 I think about the team. 432 00:48:51,003 --> 00:48:54,465 - Would you like a drink, Lindy? - What do you mean? 433 00:48:54,591 --> 00:48:58,678 The coach gave Viv your seat. Didn't she tell you? 434 00:48:58,845 --> 00:49:02,514 Yes. It will be great. 435 00:49:04,141 --> 00:49:07,519 - I would say so. - I'm coming. 436 00:49:07,687 --> 00:49:10,773 - Sorry, sorry. - There is no danger. 437 00:49:10,940 --> 00:49:15,486 You deserve the place more than I do. I will go now. 438 00:49:15,612 --> 00:49:19,073 - Don't go! - I have pms. 439 00:49:19,240 --> 00:49:21,200 I thought you... 440 00:49:24,912 --> 00:49:29,959 Hello! We run into each other. That must mean something. 441 00:49:30,167 --> 00:49:33,045 Yes, what a coincidence. 442 00:49:33,212 --> 00:49:35,464 Hey Carrie! 443 00:49:39,510 --> 00:49:43,347 Have you seen the movie "Fight Club"? 444 00:49:43,514 --> 00:49:48,978 The only rule for them is to keep quiet about the club. 445 00:49:49,186 --> 00:49:53,816 - I have never seen "Fight Club". - I understand. 446 00:49:53,983 --> 00:49:57,486 If anyone asks how we met- 447 00:49:57,611 --> 00:50:03,117 - can you then say that our parents know each other or that we met at the pharmacy? 448 00:50:04,535 --> 00:50:08,330 Oh! Certainly. Okay. 449 00:50:09,666 --> 00:50:14,545 - That's not what I meant. - You mean what you mean. 450 00:50:19,633 --> 00:50:22,219 Make a wish. 451 00:50:26,557 --> 00:50:29,560 - See you later? - Okay. 452 00:50:35,775 --> 00:50:39,486 You look like Johnny Depp, but calmer. 453 00:50:41,405 --> 00:50:45,993 - Are you going to go? - I think so. 454 00:50:46,202 --> 00:50:52,208 - Did I do something wrong? - No, but I don't feel very well. 455 00:50:53,334 --> 00:50:55,586 I see. 456 00:50:55,712 --> 00:50:59,716 Will you follow me into my room before you go? 457 00:51:05,012 --> 00:51:08,975 - Shall I help? - It's going well. 458 00:51:11,018 --> 00:51:15,022 It's kind of geeky, but go ahead. 459 00:51:15,231 --> 00:51:17,984 Open it. 460 00:51:20,402 --> 00:51:22,363 {\an8}"WOMEN IN HER STORY" 461 00:51:22,529 --> 00:51:25,616 How cute. Thanks! 462 00:51:26,743 --> 00:51:30,287 Frida Kahlo was a Mexican artist known for his self-portraits. 463 00:51:33,916 --> 00:51:36,794 {\an8}Ida B Wells was an American journalist. 464 00:51:36,961 --> 00:51:42,383 {\an8}Of course I saved my favorite at last. 465 00:51:42,549 --> 00:51:44,676 Thanks. 466 00:51:46,262 --> 00:51:50,933 What is it? It wasn't meant to be that you would be sad. 467 00:51:51,100 --> 00:51:56,605 No, it was great. I really appreciated it. 468 00:51:59,483 --> 00:52:05,865 - But I... I want to stop. - Huh? Why then? 469 00:52:08,325 --> 00:52:11,287 Do you want me to suck you? 470 00:52:13,289 --> 00:52:16,625 Maybe so, but not now. 471 00:52:16,750 --> 00:52:22,089 I have to go now. You should look Karina up. 472 00:52:22,298 --> 00:52:27,344 - Why should I meet her? - You did it before. 473 00:52:27,511 --> 00:52:33,267 I don't care about Karina. You are angry for no reason. 474 00:52:34,768 --> 00:52:39,481 Lindy... I really like you. 475 00:52:40,900 --> 00:52:46,030 But it's starting to show like it's not mutual. 476 00:52:47,781 --> 00:52:50,159 Forgive me. 477 00:52:59,668 --> 00:53:02,713 Have a nice evening, tampon! 478 00:53:05,799 --> 00:53:09,136 - Lindy! - Go to hell. 479 00:53:12,056 --> 00:53:18,270 - Sorry, I thought it was the guys. - I know. They are real asses. 480 00:53:18,437 --> 00:53:24,193 I walked behind you to be seen and don't scare you. 481 00:53:24,401 --> 00:53:29,115 But I certainly have already done that. I live around the corner. 482 00:53:31,742 --> 00:53:34,745 Would you like... 483 00:53:34,912 --> 00:53:39,458 ...drink this one on the beach next to my house? 484 00:53:39,625 --> 00:53:44,046 - Please. We can do that. - Good. 485 00:53:46,007 --> 00:53:51,428 The consequence is to bathe naked. 486 00:53:51,595 --> 00:53:56,475 No way! I don't do that. It's too cold. 487 00:53:57,393 --> 00:54:01,147 Okay. True, then. 488 00:54:01,355 --> 00:54:06,986 - Is Adam your boyfriend? - Yes, he is. 489 00:54:07,153 --> 00:54:11,407 Or where. I don't know anymore. 490 00:54:11,573 --> 00:54:15,869 - Are you dating anyone? - Not at the moment. 491 00:54:16,954 --> 00:54:20,582 - Can I ask you something? - Sure. 492 00:54:21,708 --> 00:54:25,004 You said at the meeting that you were intersex. 493 00:54:25,171 --> 00:54:31,468 - I wonder if you can elaborate on that. - About what it means? 494 00:54:31,635 --> 00:54:35,806 - Forget it. It was a stupid thing to say. - It's not stupid. 495 00:54:35,932 --> 00:54:42,980 It is a general term because the genital organ or anatomy 496 00:54:43,147 --> 00:54:47,193 - differs from common binary male and female. 497 00:54:47,401 --> 00:54:52,781 I made videos about it a few years ago and posted them online. 498 00:54:52,906 --> 00:54:59,830 Crikey! Sorry for referencing to myself in a real conversation. 499 00:54:59,997 --> 00:55:03,292 You never have to talk to me again. 500 00:55:03,500 --> 00:55:08,630 I will definitely look into them. You don't need to be ashamed. 501 00:55:08,797 --> 00:55:12,551 Thank you for telling. I should know them. 502 00:55:12,718 --> 00:55:15,929 The more you know... 503 00:55:18,224 --> 00:55:24,855 - Do you like it here? - There are trees, there is water... 504 00:55:24,981 --> 00:55:31,237 And then I'll be seen a long way in my prince suit. 505 00:55:31,445 --> 00:55:36,658 I work in a cafe and saving for college. 506 00:55:36,825 --> 00:55:41,913 - Do you like living here? - Yes, it's okay. 507 00:55:42,081 --> 00:55:49,005 We've moved around a lot. It's hard to make and keep friends. 508 00:55:50,464 --> 00:55:56,845 Then I look forward to becoming a friend who you inevitably lose touch with. 509 00:56:09,441 --> 00:56:13,570 - Sorry! - No danger. 510 00:56:13,737 --> 00:56:18,825 - I'll probably go now. It's late. - I can keep you company. 511 00:56:18,950 --> 00:56:24,165 If we've learned anything tonight, it's that that tampons should not be alone. 512 00:56:25,749 --> 00:56:27,918 Thanks. 513 00:56:29,336 --> 00:56:33,590 Satan, how cute you are! As a mix... 514 00:56:33,757 --> 00:56:37,803 It is brave to tell. I really love you. 515 00:56:37,928 --> 00:56:41,765 This is so disgusting. Go hang yourself! 516 00:56:43,309 --> 00:56:49,523 Wait, gang! It's Jax. Time for third part of my intersex story. 517 00:56:49,690 --> 00:56:54,653 In the last video we talked about that I was born with gonads- 518 00:56:54,820 --> 00:56:59,783 - which was surgically removed because the doctors said they were carcinogenic. 519 00:56:59,950 --> 00:57:04,538 Today I'm talking about my second "normalizing" procedure. 520 00:57:04,705 --> 00:57:06,748 A vaginal plastic- 521 00:57:06,915 --> 00:57:12,838 - like my biological parents and the doctors said I "needed"- 522 00:57:12,963 --> 00:57:17,301 when I was eleven. Warning issued! 523 00:57:21,847 --> 00:57:25,101 We have looked at hybrid animals. 524 00:57:25,267 --> 00:57:30,981 What are the two animals I am looking for who will be that hybrid? 525 00:57:31,148 --> 00:57:33,024 So, a mule. 526 00:57:33,192 --> 00:57:38,530 Then we have a horse... Does anyone know what the other animal is? 527 00:57:38,697 --> 00:57:41,742 It's a donkey. 528 00:57:41,908 --> 00:57:44,328 Is MRKH intersex? 529 00:57:44,536 --> 00:57:49,416 That's because of an abnormality in the reproductive organ. 530 00:57:49,625 --> 00:57:53,044 No, MRKH syndrome is not intersex... 531 00:57:53,212 --> 00:57:57,258 How do we free ourselves from expectations of our bodies? 532 00:57:57,424 --> 00:58:04,306 Some species can create sterile females when populations become too large. 533 00:58:04,473 --> 00:58:08,727 Then you don't have to worry about it to make the girl pregnant. 534 00:58:08,894 --> 00:58:11,688 That doesn't belong here, Doug. 535 00:58:11,855 --> 00:58:15,776 Bodies become as they are meant to be. 536 00:58:15,942 --> 00:58:20,197 So everyone is perfect. In someone's eyes. 537 00:58:24,326 --> 00:58:29,039 - I've slept more than that bitch. - I believe you. 538 00:58:30,666 --> 00:58:35,212 - Can I talk to you a bit? - Yes. 539 00:58:35,379 --> 00:58:41,843 Sorry for being so shitty last time. The book was one of the best things I received. 540 00:58:42,010 --> 00:58:46,723 It's calm. It was quite childish. 541 00:58:46,890 --> 00:58:50,352 It doesn't seem like it's peaceful. 542 00:58:53,104 --> 00:58:56,107 I thought maybe we could… 543 00:58:56,275 --> 00:59:01,488 - Yo, Adam! - The situation, guys? Are you all right? 544 00:59:05,742 --> 00:59:08,912 It's calm. 545 00:59:09,079 --> 00:59:15,711 - It's something I have to talk to you about. - What is it? 546 00:59:15,877 --> 00:59:22,301 I need time to work on myself. But it won't last forever. 547 00:59:22,468 --> 00:59:26,012 Adam, I really like you. 548 00:59:27,931 --> 00:59:33,103 - Maybe you can give me some time. - How much time then? 549 00:59:33,229 --> 00:59:38,108 Three to 18 months. Maybe more, maybe less. 550 00:59:38,275 --> 00:59:40,402 Huh?! 551 00:59:42,238 --> 00:59:46,825 Lindy, I feel me honestly quite doubtful. 552 00:59:46,992 --> 00:59:52,664 You don't seem interested, so maybe we shouldn't be together. 553 00:59:56,293 --> 00:59:58,962 Your bag is open. 554 01:00:04,593 --> 01:00:07,388 Hope you find what you are looking for, Carrie. 555 01:00:13,977 --> 01:00:17,398 - Sorry. May I take the tray? - Sure. 556 01:00:17,564 --> 01:00:22,611 I don't get to go for the boss until I took 13 tiles. I've only taken 12. 557 01:00:22,819 --> 01:00:29,743 - She probably has OCD. - I don't think it is. 558 01:00:29,910 --> 01:00:32,913 Sorry, if you have. 559 01:00:34,122 --> 01:00:37,293 Okay. I'm going to wipe these off now. 560 01:00:39,210 --> 01:00:43,048 - My name is Chad, by the way. - Hey, Chad. 561 01:00:50,306 --> 01:00:52,391 "WOMEN IN HER STORY" 562 01:01:34,350 --> 01:01:39,229 It's got some depth now. Keep it up, girl. 563 01:01:39,396 --> 01:01:46,069 Work out with your boyfriend, if you have one. Unless he is too well equipped. 564 01:01:47,571 --> 01:01:52,200 There are alternatives if dilation does not work. 565 01:01:52,325 --> 01:01:57,956 - Like what then? - There are different surgical methods. 566 01:01:58,123 --> 01:02:04,380 Then you must be referred to a specialist and we get to talk to your mother. 567 01:02:04,546 --> 01:02:07,215 I have an old colleague in Dallas. 568 01:02:07,340 --> 01:02:13,054 He does mostly vaginal plastic surgery housewives, but I can check with him. 569 01:02:18,685 --> 01:02:24,190 - Call my friend. He knows this stuff. - Okay, thanks. 570 01:02:24,315 --> 01:02:29,696 McIndoe's technique involves doing an incision between the bladder and rectum- 571 01:02:29,905 --> 01:02:33,867 - and transplants skin from the tail or thigh. 572 01:02:34,034 --> 01:02:39,164 It only takes a little bit to create a recess. 573 01:02:39,289 --> 01:02:41,667 In this picture... 574 01:02:41,875 --> 01:02:47,047 - Is it okay, honey? - Yes. I just want out of here. 575 01:02:48,089 --> 01:02:52,761 - Sure you don't want anything? - I'm not hungry. 576 01:03:09,486 --> 01:03:13,406 I haven't seen Adam in a while. 577 01:03:13,574 --> 01:03:18,579 I know. He has had a lot at school, sports and such. 578 01:03:18,745 --> 01:03:24,084 - Maybe it's best right now anyway. - What do you mean by that? 579 01:03:25,376 --> 01:03:31,550 Nothing. You will have men to do all life. Prioritize them now. 580 01:03:31,717 --> 01:03:35,679 You can't delete men just because you've been burned. 581 01:03:35,887 --> 01:03:41,101 You were left alone with a baby. You got a strange house from grandma. 582 01:03:41,267 --> 01:03:44,229 I've done well. You are so bitter! 583 01:03:47,398 --> 01:03:49,526 Sorry. 584 01:03:54,239 --> 01:04:00,286 I pay for the surgery. I have savings to the chest and from grandma. 585 01:04:00,411 --> 01:04:03,582 Stop trying to fix everything! 586 01:04:05,208 --> 01:04:08,336 If you don't want any surgery is it ok- 587 01:04:08,461 --> 01:04:12,423 but I want you to talk to me. 588 01:04:12,591 --> 01:04:19,347 I want you to feel like a normal, beautiful, smart teenage girl. 589 01:04:19,472 --> 01:04:24,520 I'm not fucking normal. And neither are you! 590 01:04:35,614 --> 01:04:37,866 Viva, open! 591 01:04:42,621 --> 01:04:45,248 Adam? What the... 592 01:04:45,415 --> 01:04:49,169 Fuck you both! You idiots! 593 01:05:33,714 --> 01:05:37,258 - Hello! - Hello. 594 01:05:37,425 --> 01:05:40,345 Want to hang out with me after work? 595 01:05:41,888 --> 01:05:45,308 Certainly! Yes. That sounds fun. 596 01:05:47,310 --> 01:05:51,773 - Are you okay? - Yes. I feel fine. 597 01:05:52,774 --> 01:05:56,737 - Can I have a shake? - Sure. 598 01:06:01,282 --> 01:06:03,034 Okay. 599 01:06:10,917 --> 01:06:13,795 Do you want to hang out? 600 01:06:13,962 --> 01:06:17,340 - Like... now? - Yes. 601 01:06:30,270 --> 01:06:32,648 Have you had sex before? 602 01:06:35,150 --> 01:06:39,529 - Oh... - Sorry. I was just curious. 603 01:06:39,655 --> 01:06:43,199 No. Not yet. 604 01:06:44,617 --> 01:06:48,538 Should you save until you get married? 605 01:06:49,790 --> 01:06:56,129 No, I don't think so. I'm waiting enough just for it to feel right. 606 01:06:56,296 --> 01:06:59,299 Nice. Me too. 607 01:07:01,134 --> 01:07:06,306 But I would like to practice so that I can when the time comes. 608 01:07:27,327 --> 01:07:29,913 Am I in? 609 01:07:31,539 --> 01:07:34,793 Do you like this? 610 01:07:34,960 --> 01:07:38,296 Yes! It's great. 611 01:07:47,222 --> 01:07:51,309 - You are sure not to get pregnant now? - Yes. 612 01:07:54,229 --> 01:08:01,027 If you get pregnant anyway, then? Then of course I'll be there for you. 613 01:08:01,236 --> 01:08:03,238 Thanks. 614 01:08:05,698 --> 01:08:08,785 Did it feel weird? 615 01:08:11,371 --> 01:08:14,582 - A little maybe. - How then? 616 01:08:17,668 --> 01:08:20,630 Don't know. Maybe because it... 617 01:08:22,173 --> 01:08:24,760 ...was a bit too crowded. 618 01:08:24,926 --> 01:08:28,179 Thanks. But did it feel normal? 619 01:08:32,057 --> 01:08:34,644 I don't know. 620 01:08:37,230 --> 01:08:40,025 Maybe my dick isn't that small. 621 01:08:42,861 --> 01:08:48,366 - Where are you going? I'll drive you home. - I need fresh air. Thanks anyway. 622 01:08:48,533 --> 01:08:52,037 It's dark! 623 01:08:59,044 --> 01:09:03,924 - Sorry I'm late. - There is no danger. Come here. 624 01:09:13,723 --> 01:09:19,397 - When did I become your enemy? - Can we play therapy tomorrow? 625 01:09:19,564 --> 01:09:25,403 No. I'm a bad therapist, so i need to exercise. 626 01:09:25,570 --> 01:09:30,783 I understand. I am your mother and the last one you want to talk to- 627 01:09:30,951 --> 01:09:36,664 - about your vagina, dilators, lubricants and sex toys. 628 01:09:36,789 --> 01:09:42,295 - But I've also had a hard time. - I know. 629 01:09:43,253 --> 01:09:47,550 It was really tough when your father left me with a baby- 630 01:09:47,717 --> 01:09:53,263 - and I only had a high school diploma. Your grandmother warned me. 631 01:09:53,431 --> 01:10:00,480 We argued a lot because I thought that she viewed her marriage so negatively. 632 01:10:00,645 --> 01:10:05,193 But... she was just trying to protect me... 633 01:10:07,112 --> 01:10:12,117 ...from what she understood would happen, and I resented that. 634 01:10:12,325 --> 01:10:15,370 I've never told you this, but… 635 01:10:15,536 --> 01:10:20,083 Before I got sick I fell in love with a person. 636 01:10:20,291 --> 01:10:24,337 I believed that things were settling down. 637 01:10:24,504 --> 01:10:28,383 - Who was that? When? - It doesn't matter. 638 01:10:28,549 --> 01:10:34,555 He said he wasn't attracted to me longer after my surgery. 639 01:10:34,722 --> 01:10:39,644 He got married last year with a woman named Delilah. 640 01:10:39,769 --> 01:10:44,524 She has long hair and silicone tits, but that's not what I was going to say. 641 01:10:44,690 --> 01:10:50,780 I could have been dumped and cut off the tits 8 million times- 642 01:10:50,906 --> 01:10:56,995 - if you had escaped receiving this diagnosis. I just want you to not suffer. 643 01:10:57,162 --> 01:11:03,334 I know it often seems like that I only hurt you even more. 644 01:11:03,501 --> 01:11:09,340 I know how it feels and I don't want to do that. 645 01:11:09,507 --> 01:11:12,510 I don't want to be like grandma. 646 01:11:14,387 --> 01:11:18,975 I am grateful for that I didn't listen to her- 647 01:11:19,142 --> 01:11:23,771 because I got you, my beautiful girl. 648 01:11:34,199 --> 01:11:36,826 You... 649 01:11:36,952 --> 01:11:42,832 I'm sorry you have to suffer this. It's too damn. 650 01:11:42,958 --> 01:11:48,254 I'm sorry about I've been behaving badly too. 651 01:11:48,463 --> 01:11:52,425 I have a silicone breast prosthesis. 652 01:11:52,592 --> 01:11:55,636 And I'm tired. 653 01:12:42,725 --> 01:12:47,563 I'm going to have a coffee. I set food for you here. 654 01:12:47,730 --> 01:12:50,483 I LOVE YOU 655 01:13:50,501 --> 01:13:53,546 Why don't you ask Why was I at the meeting? 656 01:13:53,713 --> 01:13:59,885 I don't want to ask something that makes you embarrassed or that you don't want to talk about. 657 01:14:02,388 --> 01:14:08,603 A nurse sent me. I have something which is called MRKH and lacks a uterus. 658 01:14:08,769 --> 01:14:14,192 My vagina is not fully developed and I can't have sex. 659 01:14:14,359 --> 01:14:17,987 Or, maybe I can. I don't know. 660 01:14:19,864 --> 01:14:22,325 I have to use those... 661 01:14:22,533 --> 01:14:28,664 They are like medical dildos like me use to create a vagina. 662 01:14:28,831 --> 01:14:32,918 And I really hate it. 663 01:14:37,047 --> 01:14:42,762 It sounds difficult. I regret that you have to go through all that. 664 01:14:42,928 --> 01:14:45,806 Thanks for saying that. 665 01:14:47,142 --> 01:14:50,645 - May I ask one thing? - Drive on. 666 01:14:50,811 --> 01:14:56,025 I saw the video where your parents had agreed to operate on you as a child- 667 01:14:56,151 --> 01:15:02,657 - which was totally messed up... But do you think if I had surgery- 668 01:15:02,823 --> 01:15:06,452 - and fixed my problem so would it be different? 669 01:15:06,661 --> 01:15:09,997 What do you mean by "fixed your problem"? 670 01:15:10,122 --> 01:15:15,878 I just want a normal vagina and not have to think about it. 671 01:15:16,045 --> 01:15:21,717 I don't think people with "normal" vaginas stop thinking about them. 672 01:15:21,884 --> 01:15:25,846 - Unfortunately. - That's true. 673 01:15:26,013 --> 01:15:29,767 Do you think I'm normal? 674 01:15:29,934 --> 01:15:35,481 Yes. Except for that styrofoam head as you have here. 675 01:15:35,690 --> 01:15:38,401 It feels good that you think so. 676 01:15:39,402 --> 01:15:45,074 But it bothers me when people think that just for having followers and making videos- 677 01:15:45,200 --> 01:15:51,831 - sometimes you can't wish for that that things would be different. 678 01:15:51,997 --> 01:15:58,546 I used the internet and showed all this because I was afraid. 679 01:15:58,754 --> 01:16:04,927 Afraid of what would happen if I didn't own my own story. 680 01:16:05,094 --> 01:16:07,722 I understand. 681 01:16:10,850 --> 01:16:16,231 - You are the first one I tell. - It wasn't that dangerous, was it? 682 01:16:17,982 --> 01:16:20,776 You are still yourself. 683 01:16:20,943 --> 01:16:26,073 And I think you're perfect just as you are. 684 01:17:13,413 --> 01:17:17,542 - Does this feel good? - Yes. 685 01:17:45,235 --> 01:17:50,074 - It feels like I'm dancing strangely. - Pretend like nobody's watching, then. 686 01:17:50,199 --> 01:17:54,119 My God! Then I release all barriers. 687 01:17:58,583 --> 01:18:01,544 So there, yes! 688 01:18:01,752 --> 01:18:06,382 - I'm ashamed. - Now I see that you are relaxing. 689 01:18:06,549 --> 01:18:11,804 I'm going to look for my phone and text mom. I'll be right back. 690 01:18:11,971 --> 01:18:17,602 Have you seen a mobile phone? I have an iPhone. 691 01:18:17,810 --> 01:18:19,604 Lindy? 692 01:18:19,812 --> 01:18:22,773 Hello! How is the situation? 693 01:18:22,940 --> 01:18:26,235 I haven't heard from you since... you know. 694 01:18:26,402 --> 01:18:31,866 I know. I'm just trying to find my phone right now. 695 01:18:34,410 --> 01:18:40,791 Have you seen my phone? It has a blue case, if you see it. 696 01:18:40,958 --> 01:18:45,254 Would you like to have a coffee some day? 697 01:18:45,380 --> 01:18:50,968 - Hello! - Yeah. What is your name? - Chad. 698 01:18:52,387 --> 01:18:57,975 - How do you two know each other? - She came into my work and... 699 01:18:58,142 --> 01:19:01,270 ...ordered a milkshake. 700 01:19:01,437 --> 01:19:03,731 Okay. 701 01:19:07,109 --> 01:19:13,323 I'll keep an eye out for your cell phone. You look great. 702 01:19:13,491 --> 01:19:17,537 - Thank you! - I meant... 703 01:19:19,539 --> 01:19:22,542 - Shall we have something else to drink? - Yes. 704 01:19:22,708 --> 01:19:25,252 Bye, Chad. 705 01:19:31,091 --> 01:19:35,054 - So Chad...? - He is nice. 706 01:19:35,220 --> 01:19:39,767 It seemed so. A cross around the neck and everything. 707 01:19:46,065 --> 01:19:49,026 A warm vodka drink. 708 01:19:50,778 --> 01:19:54,782 - Can I ask you something? - Yes. 709 01:19:54,990 --> 01:19:57,910 kiss me 710 01:19:58,077 --> 01:20:00,538 Right now? 711 01:20:04,416 --> 01:20:07,753 That's all I needed to know. Thanks. 712 01:20:07,962 --> 01:20:13,133 - Wait! Jax, sorry. - Honestly, I should have understood. 713 01:20:13,300 --> 01:20:15,511 Bye, Lindy. 714 01:20:24,479 --> 01:20:29,484 - It was close. - Throat, throat, throat! 715 01:20:29,650 --> 01:20:32,778 For goodness' sake! 716 01:20:34,238 --> 01:20:37,282 Throat, throat, throat! 717 01:20:43,205 --> 01:20:46,834 - Hello! Are you feeling well? - Yes, then. 718 01:20:47,042 --> 01:20:53,340 - You just exposed yourself to the guy. - Interesting comment from you. 719 01:20:53,465 --> 01:21:00,472 We need to talk about what happened. I don't even like him. 720 01:21:00,640 --> 01:21:03,475 We are running a game right now. 721 01:21:03,643 --> 01:21:08,105 - It's going very well too. - I understand. 722 01:21:08,272 --> 01:21:10,315 Bye then! 723 01:21:18,949 --> 01:21:21,160 Occupied! 724 01:21:27,875 --> 01:21:32,838 - It feels like you're taking advantage of me. - Why don't you just want to fuck? 725 01:21:33,047 --> 01:21:36,967 - Stop! This is strange. - What do you mean? 726 01:21:37,134 --> 01:21:41,138 - It feels completely wrong. - What's wrong? 727 01:21:41,305 --> 01:21:44,391 I'm sorry. 728 01:21:44,516 --> 01:21:49,730 - I'm going now. - Sorry. I didn't know… 729 01:21:49,897 --> 01:21:52,983 You forgot your shirt. Here! 730 01:22:04,119 --> 01:22:08,457 I have no uterus or vagina. 731 01:22:08,583 --> 01:22:12,044 Yes, I know. 732 01:22:12,211 --> 01:22:16,716 I can't have sex without having surgery first. 733 01:22:16,882 --> 01:22:19,885 Or, maybe I can somehow. 734 01:22:23,388 --> 01:22:30,104 I wanted Chad to fuck me so that I didn't have to make my own vagina. 735 01:22:32,147 --> 01:22:33,816 Okay. 736 01:22:35,610 --> 01:22:40,489 You will have to go through all that... 737 01:22:41,782 --> 01:22:44,785 - But I'm going now. - Bye! 738 01:22:44,952 --> 01:22:47,830 Don't spy, just. 739 01:22:52,918 --> 01:22:56,421 There's a phone in a boot here. 740 01:23:39,757 --> 01:23:42,802 I took your phone and your computer. 741 01:23:42,968 --> 01:23:46,847 - Can I have the phone back? - Nothing. 742 01:23:47,014 --> 01:23:51,476 You don't know how to use it. I almost had to call the police. 743 01:23:51,601 --> 01:23:54,521 I really apologize. 744 01:23:54,646 --> 01:23:58,317 I played beer ping pong and drank too much. 745 01:23:58,483 --> 01:24:05,240 Yes, you did. Don't get so drunk! This is how girls get raped. 746 01:24:05,407 --> 01:24:11,621 - It hardly works now. - Yes! My God! You are a real idiot. 747 01:24:13,916 --> 01:24:16,961 Vivian has run into Adam. 748 01:24:17,169 --> 01:24:21,506 She told me that. She came here looking for you. 749 01:24:21,631 --> 01:24:27,012 She said you refused to talk to her. She needed someone to talk to. 750 01:24:27,221 --> 01:24:32,351 - And then she talked to you? - Not everyone hates it. 751 01:24:32,517 --> 01:24:37,773 Had you not ended the relationship with him? 752 01:24:37,940 --> 01:24:44,696 Should you dump a friend for a guy with ridiculously cute cheekbones? 753 01:24:49,368 --> 01:24:51,328 Hello! 754 01:24:51,495 --> 01:24:53,288 Hello. 755 01:24:58,002 --> 01:25:01,380 Why didn't you tell me anything? 756 01:25:01,546 --> 01:25:07,386 - What then? - That you can't have sex. 757 01:25:07,552 --> 01:25:14,226 - Huh? - That you don't have a vagina. 758 01:25:14,393 --> 01:25:19,648 - How do you know that? - Some have messaged me about it. 759 01:25:19,774 --> 01:25:24,236 I didn't understand at first. It's clear you have a vagina. 760 01:25:24,403 --> 01:25:27,572 No, actually not. 761 01:25:27,697 --> 01:25:33,120 And it concerns no one, even if it were true. 762 01:25:34,121 --> 01:25:37,499 Okay. I mean... Okay. 763 01:25:37,666 --> 01:25:42,504 You must have told someone. Or how? 764 01:25:42,671 --> 01:25:47,051 Who have you been with? The guy at the party? 765 01:25:47,259 --> 01:25:49,845 Wait, Lindy! 766 01:25:50,012 --> 01:25:54,516 - Mom! I have to get my phone. - What's on it? 767 01:25:54,683 --> 01:25:58,813 - Take out my phone. - I will, but tell me... 768 01:25:58,979 --> 01:26:01,857 Give me my damn phone! 769 01:26:03,943 --> 01:26:06,987 Why did you put it in the oven? 770 01:26:09,573 --> 01:26:11,909 God... Answer! 771 01:26:12,076 --> 01:26:15,662 - Yes? - Did I tell you something personal yesterday? 772 01:26:15,787 --> 01:26:20,500 I had mushrooms last night, Lindy. I'm sorry for you. 773 01:26:20,667 --> 01:26:25,422 I was totally gone. I'm sorry, Lindy. 774 01:26:25,589 --> 01:26:29,844 - Oh, darling! - Leave me alone. 775 01:26:44,691 --> 01:26:47,611 Here you get some tea. 776 01:26:56,453 --> 01:26:59,123 People know about it. 777 01:27:11,760 --> 01:27:14,763 Can I show you something? 778 01:27:24,356 --> 01:27:27,067 I hate this too. 779 01:27:32,239 --> 01:27:36,826 - Does it hurt? - Not anymore. 780 01:27:39,538 --> 01:27:43,625 Hiding it hurts. Very painful. 781 01:27:49,673 --> 01:27:53,718 I regret that you had to go through that alone. 782 01:27:55,971 --> 01:27:59,266 I wasn't alone. 783 01:28:07,691 --> 01:28:10,277 I wasn't alone. 784 01:28:38,638 --> 01:28:41,391 - Hello. - Hello! 785 01:28:41,558 --> 01:28:45,229 - Are you okay? - Yes. 786 01:28:45,437 --> 01:28:50,985 I'm here if you want to talk, but I understand if you don't want to. 787 01:28:51,151 --> 01:28:54,446 Thanks. 788 01:28:54,613 --> 01:28:59,076 - Good luck at the competition today. - Thank you. 789 01:28:59,243 --> 01:29:03,663 I'm very nervous and threw up before. 790 01:29:03,830 --> 01:29:08,085 And mom is on a business trip, so… 791 01:29:08,252 --> 01:29:11,296 You earned the spot. 792 01:29:12,256 --> 01:29:15,634 Thanks. See you later. 793 01:29:15,800 --> 01:29:17,761 You... 794 01:29:18,970 --> 01:29:21,681 Take this one. 795 01:29:21,848 --> 01:29:26,020 - And this one. - Do I smell? 796 01:29:26,186 --> 01:29:28,730 Bye then! 797 01:29:49,918 --> 01:29:54,923 Next we have the qualifying race in the women's 100 meter sprint. 798 01:29:55,090 --> 01:29:57,092 Come on, Viv! 799 01:29:57,259 --> 01:30:00,512 There's your girl. How is it going? 800 01:30:00,679 --> 01:30:02,722 To the starting line, please. 801 01:30:02,889 --> 01:30:06,226 Can you fuck? 802 01:30:06,393 --> 01:30:09,813 In your seats, ready... 803 01:30:15,402 --> 01:30:19,030 Good job, bitch! 804 01:30:19,198 --> 01:30:21,950 That's how it should look! 805 01:30:23,077 --> 01:30:25,370 I put it! 806 01:30:36,005 --> 01:30:41,345 Nobody believed the Little Girl as I called myself. 807 01:30:41,553 --> 01:30:44,389 But now she won. Thanks. 808 01:30:50,145 --> 01:30:54,691 - Thank you. - Congratulations! You were amazing. 809 01:30:54,858 --> 01:30:59,070 You were cruel. And you look good in those shorts. 810 01:30:59,238 --> 01:31:03,700 - Hang up. - It doesn't depend on the shorts, Doug. 811 01:31:03,867 --> 01:31:09,623 - Did you and she without a pussy get mad now? - Shut your fucking mouth. 812 01:31:09,789 --> 01:31:12,792 You understand that Adam wanted to fuck you. 813 01:31:12,959 --> 01:31:18,715 - What the hell is wrong with you?! - Quiet! I didn't mean to fuck her. 814 01:31:18,882 --> 01:31:20,634 Lindy! 815 01:31:35,106 --> 01:31:41,029 - I just want to be alone. - Lindy, fuck them! 816 01:31:41,196 --> 01:31:46,785 I said it was me, that you were drunk at the party and that you were talking about me. 817 01:31:46,951 --> 01:31:49,704 But you've had sex, right? 818 01:31:49,871 --> 01:31:54,376 No. We don't have that. I've never had sex. I lied. 819 01:31:54,584 --> 01:31:58,630 - Why then? - Don't know. I freaked out. 820 01:31:58,797 --> 01:32:03,760 But you thought it was cool and I wanted to do something you didn't do. 821 01:32:03,927 --> 01:32:10,350 - Then I was ashamed of my labia. - They are probably perfectly fine. 822 01:32:10,517 --> 01:32:13,895 - I can check, if you want. - Thank you. 823 01:32:14,062 --> 01:32:20,485 Then you should know that Adam came to my house to ask about you. 824 01:32:20,694 --> 01:32:26,325 He cried and hugged me. Then it got really weird. 825 01:32:26,491 --> 01:32:31,746 He was so delicious this summer, and then I kissed him, stupidly. 826 01:32:31,913 --> 01:32:34,833 - I apologize. - Me too. 827 01:32:34,999 --> 01:32:38,378 But I really must apologize! 828 01:32:42,924 --> 01:32:45,844 - Now we go. - Okay. 829 01:32:48,096 --> 01:32:51,558 Why do we go so purposefully? 830 01:32:53,560 --> 01:32:56,271 And why are you breathing like that? 831 01:32:56,438 --> 01:33:02,361 It's not Vivian who lacks a pussy. If you want to know, I was born without. 832 01:33:02,527 --> 01:33:08,658 But the details are none of your damn business. I actually had sex. 833 01:33:08,825 --> 01:33:13,580 You can do more than stop a half-slack cock in someone's vagina. 834 01:33:13,788 --> 01:33:20,545 - Most of you don't know what the clitoris is. - No one has had an orgasm with you, have they? 835 01:33:20,754 --> 01:33:25,800 Raise your hand if Doug made you guys come? 836 01:33:25,967 --> 01:33:29,804 You didn't make me come. Not once. 837 01:33:29,971 --> 01:33:33,224 I'm so tired of hurting myself- 838 01:33:33,392 --> 01:33:38,229 - to make room in my life and my vagina for everyone but myself. 839 01:33:38,397 --> 01:33:44,528 Post a video on Tiktok of my outburst or unfriend me. 840 01:33:44,736 --> 01:33:49,866 This was my worst nightmare, so now I'm free. Bye then! 841 01:33:50,033 --> 01:33:52,744 Out with you! 842 01:33:53,828 --> 01:33:59,793 - It was cruelly done. What do we do now? - I'm going to apologize to a person. 843 01:34:01,002 --> 01:34:05,006 Are you going to say why you should do it? 844 01:34:05,173 --> 01:34:11,179 We made out and then I didn't want to kiss for fear of what others would think. 845 01:34:11,305 --> 01:34:16,726 I acted like an idiot to a wonderful person. 846 01:34:16,893 --> 01:34:21,898 - Have you apologized? - I have a text message. 847 01:34:23,149 --> 01:34:27,362 This has been worst months of my life. 848 01:34:27,529 --> 01:34:30,990 I have not wanted to live. 849 01:34:37,038 --> 01:34:41,626 I am angry and sad about it that I can't have children. 850 01:34:48,216 --> 01:34:52,429 I can't complain about periods, ask for a tampon 851 01:34:52,596 --> 01:34:56,224 and is met with an understanding smile. 852 01:34:56,391 --> 01:35:03,189 I'm mad at the clerk with the shirt text: "Anything you can do, I can do and bleed.". 853 01:35:05,984 --> 01:35:10,238 I'm mad at that mom not aware of anything except me. 854 01:35:10,364 --> 01:35:17,036 I'm angry that I don't have a father like that says the guy should call me princess. 855 01:35:21,708 --> 01:35:27,171 How do you mourn something? that you haven't even had? 856 01:35:28,715 --> 01:35:35,472 It's like my body has failed me, and then I let it back down. 857 01:35:35,639 --> 01:35:39,393 I got so mad... Sorry. 858 01:35:53,281 --> 01:35:57,619 I'm sorry. I didn't know. 859 01:35:57,827 --> 01:36:00,038 I know. 860 01:36:02,999 --> 01:36:08,880 - Now you're strangling me to death. - Forgive me. It's out of love. 861 01:36:09,047 --> 01:36:11,883 Now we go. 862 01:36:14,886 --> 01:36:17,847 Now we go, princess. 863 01:36:19,599 --> 01:36:24,646 Hi, Lindy! I am Dr. Aranda. Nice to meet you again. 864 01:36:24,854 --> 01:36:29,150 Doctor Doheny has the flu, so I replace him. 865 01:36:29,317 --> 01:36:33,988 I saw that you have been diagnosed with MRKH a few months ago. 866 01:36:34,155 --> 01:36:38,535 Then you started using dilators. Is that right? 867 01:36:38,702 --> 01:36:45,709 It also said that you wanted to get a consultation with a surgeon. Okay. 868 01:36:45,917 --> 01:36:51,089 I don't know how the calls with Dr. Doheny proceeded. 869 01:36:51,255 --> 01:36:58,888 But you don't have to rush to move on, if you want to at all. 870 01:37:00,682 --> 01:37:05,228 I can examine you to see how the dilation has worked- 871 01:37:05,353 --> 01:37:08,439 or we'll do it another time. 872 01:37:10,399 --> 01:37:14,529 Another time will be great. Thanks. 873 01:37:14,696 --> 01:37:16,823 Then we say so. 874 01:37:20,494 --> 01:37:26,374 And just so you know, nothing about you needs to change. 875 01:37:29,669 --> 01:37:35,049 Can you leave a message to Dr. Doheny from me? 876 01:37:39,554 --> 01:37:42,431 Thanks. 877 01:38:35,026 --> 01:38:37,445 How beautiful you are! 878 01:38:40,156 --> 01:38:44,160 - What are you doing? - Do you have perfume? 879 01:38:44,327 --> 01:38:47,706 - Is it too much? - No, you smell good. 880 01:38:47,872 --> 01:38:52,501 - I'm going on a date. - It will be great fun. 881 01:38:52,669 --> 01:38:57,924 Hope he makes you feel you like the awesome goth girl you are. 882 01:38:58,132 --> 01:39:01,720 - You are a cougar. - Am I? 883 01:39:01,886 --> 01:39:06,725 - I'm a cougar. - Yes, you are. 884 01:41:47,260 --> 01:41:50,930 Translation: Cristel Nyqvist One liners